PhD promotie-onderzoek Will Bynum

Uit de schaduw: Een kwalitatief onderzoek naar schaamte bij studenten in het continuüm van de medische opleiding

"Overweldigd en met de behoefte om onmiddellijk te verdwijnen, gaf ik de baby stilletjes aan het pediatrisch team, glipte de kamer uit en zocht een plek om me te verbergen. Minuten later, alleen en gehurkt achter een stoel in een meditatieruimte van het ziekenhuis, escaleerde mijn zelfevaluatie: de stem in mijn hoofd, ooit een van stille vragen over mijn bekwaamheid en waardigheid om in de geneeskunde te werken, doorboorde nu mijn wervelende gedachten en schreeuwde: "Wat heb je net gedaan, incompetent stuk stront? Jij fraudeur! Jij roekeloze, gevaarlijke arts!"

Inwendig huiverde ik voor deze harde, beschuldigende, megafonische stem - een stem die ik nog nooit eerder had ervaren - en tegelijkertijd betreurde ik de afwezigheid van de stem van interne bevestiging waarop ik was gaan vertrouwen. In die kamer - en in de dagen daarna - kon ik mezelf niet anders zien dan als gebroken en onwaardig, en ik vroeg me af hoe ik mijn gezicht weer op de afdeling zou kunnen laten zien. Ook afwezig was de persoon die ik als mezelf kende: een 'resident' die over het algemeen uitblonk en het vertrouwen en de verantwoordelijkheid die op hem werden gelegd waardig was, nu vervangen door de "nieuwe" ik, een gebroken, diep gebrekkige persoon wiens innerlijke stem indringend vroeg: "Wie ben je nu?"

Wat je net las was het begin van hoofdstuk 1 in: "Out of the shadows: a qualitative exploration of shame in learners across the continuum of medical education" door Will Bynum. Vorige maand verdedigde hij met succes zijn doctoraat aan de School of Health Professions Education over schaamte bij studenten in de medische onderwijssetting.

Will gaf ons een samenvatting die de reikwijdte van zijn onderzoek in detail weergeeft. De rest van dit artikel is echter alleen beschikbaar in het Engels.

The psychology of shame

Shame is a self-conscious emotion that results from a negative evaluation of the global self and can induce significant suffering and emotional distress. Shame largely exists in the shadows of our public lives, owing to the taboo and stigma that surround it. Shame may be particularly salient during medical training, which is an inherently risk-laden endeavor as individuals put themselves on the line amid public, rigorous, and high-stakes learning.

The psychology and medical education literatures point to myriad ways that shame may function in medical education, including maladaptive response to medical error, impaired learner well-being, declines in learner empathy, and mistreatment and incivility in medical learning environments. However, despite its ubiquitous and potentially destructive nature, little is known about the experience of shame in medical learners.

Thus, this program of research asks: How do medical learners experience shame across the continuum of medical education?

Methodology

This research program was conducted in residents (study 1), medical students (studies 2 and 3), and pre-medical students (study 4) from institutions in the United States. Tracy and Robins’s Theory of Self-Conscious Emotion was used as the theoretical framework. In each study, data was collected in a single session with three parts: an elicitation technique about an experience of shame (e.g., a written narrative or rich picture), a 60-minute semi-structured interview, and a debriefing session, and a total of forty participants were enrolled across the four studies.

Data analysis was done through hermeneutic phenomenology, which is a qualitative methodology that combines theory, reflection and practice that combines vivid descriptions of lived experience (phenomenology) together with reflective interpretations of their meanings (hermeneutics). It requires researchers to bring their own experiences of the phenomenon into data collection and analysis, and it takes into consideration not just the nature of the phenomenon but also how the environment and context influence that nature.

Results

Shame in learners across the continuum of medical education could range from a fleeting emotion to a “sentinel emotional event” that causes profound emotional and psychological distress, isolation, and impaired empathy, among other negative effects.

Shame was triggered by events related to patient care (e.g., medical error), learning (e.g., struggling to present a patient), assessment (e.g., low standardized test scores), and interpersonal interactions (e.g., mistreatment by a supervisor), and it was fueled by contributing factors such as perfectionism, comparisons to others, underrepresentation, and lack of psychological safety.

Performance-based self-esteem was a particularly conspicuous contributing factor whose origins were found in early education and whose effects projected well into residency training. We also came to understand shame as a destabilizing emotional state that, in the presence of powerful ideological forces, challenges self-concept, fuels identity negotiation, and expends identity work in learners across the continuum of medical education.

Conclusion

Learning medicine is a risk-laden endeavor, and, as this program of research suggests, it is also a shame-laden endeavor. In shining a light on its hidden presence, this research highlights phenomenological structures of shame that will aid in greater recognition of - and constructive engagement with - this emotion during medical learning.

In addition to equipping students, educators, and institutional leaders with information to advance shame resilience in medical education, this research program emphasizes the central role of self-concept in the professional development of medical learners.

 

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